I feel strange, don’t ya know? 

So I feel like I should start this post like this: Patients log 6156880, today things are worse than they’ve been in a while. 

All joking aside, something is wrong. Neurologically I’m messed up. I don’t know of it has anything to so with Wegener’s Granulomatosis or not? I’m dizzier than ever. I slur words. He’ll, I’ve even picked up a Northern accent. Not even being silly. I’ll be talking and all of a sudden someone from Wisconsin comes out of my mouth. It’s happened slowly over the past year. We always laugh, but now it’s really scaring me.  

As I write this, my arms and hands are twitching. As if I have gotten a chill, but it’s constant. I don’t know why? I’ve asked the doctors and they suspect WG, but unless it’s attacking my brain, I haven’t heard of it presenting that way. Most of my symptoms resembles MS, but the doctors say that isn’t it. 

In any case, I’m scared. I feel crazy and alone. Even though I know I’m not alone, I’m the only one experiencing these things my body is doing and without answers.  It’s very frustrating.