Just catching up

I’ve had a rough time finding time to blog lately. I apologize! I have just been so busy being busy. When I’m not busy, I’m exhausted. I feel that I should just do a quick update of this past week. Hopefully I can find time to blog about something more interesting this week too!

Last week I was dealing with severe dizziness and brain zaps. I still am this week, although the brain zaps aren’t as bad. On Friday I went in for vestibular testing, which was four hours of hearing type tests. The worst was when they put hot air into my ear and recorded my eyes reacting to the severe dizziness it caused. Then they did this with cold air, on each ear. It was horrible. On Monday I went to the doctor to get the results. He said that my hearing is find. Everything came back normal. This means the dizziness, headaches, and such are not caused by my ears. The next step is an MRI on Thursday, and following up with a Neurologist. In the mean time, I’m dealing with a UTI, which of course has them concerned since I just had an infusion, and it can cause Kidney’s to fail. I am going in tomorrow to make sure it’s just a run of the mill UTI, like I think it is, vs some dramatic issue they think it could be. I know it’s better to be safe than sorry, I just get tired of going to the doctor!

One thing I’d like to celebrate is that I didn’t get whatever it was Kenna had on Tuesday of last week. She was so sick. I was terrified I’d get it on Friday or Saturday and I had made commitments I couldn’t back out on. Luckily, I still haven’t gotten sick! Yep, knocking on wood.

Friday after my appointment, Kenna went to the fair with a friend. Travis and I took the time to drive around Forest Grove and look at the house we put an offer in on.

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Travis, Kenna, & I at the wedding.

Saturday we went to a wedding. It was a beautiful, fun, country wedding. I took the photos for them. It was so much fun! It was hot, but honestly, I was distracted with taking all the pictures, that the head didn’t bug me a bit. I took pictures from noonish until 9pm. I was hurting, but it was totally worth it. I really enjoy taking pictures. I had a few moments that were rough, but mostly because my camera decided to stop focusing, so I had to auto focus each picture! I did fairly well, and took 988 photos! What a fun time!!!!

Sunday we decided to go to the beach and meet our dear friends who were there for a dance competition. It was kind of cold so we didn’t stay long. It was fun though. We ate at Mo’s in Cannon Beach, then sat on the beach for about an hour. We stopped for ice cream on the way home. It was fun and low-key.

Today everything has caught up to me. However, I didn’t have a moment to rest. Well, I did sleep in a bit, but I got ready and Kenna and I ran errands. This blog is super boring I know. I promise it’ll get better. I just needed to get this all out and decompress from my busy week.

Oh, and before I forget, let me update you on my cousin. She is doing much better. She’s had 7 surgery’s this past week. They finally were able to pack and suture her leg. I stopped in and saw her yesterday while I was there to get my hearing test results. I loved getting to see her looking so much better! I’d stopped in on Friday before my testing, and she was in surgery. Thank you all for your continued prayers. Please if you can, go to her gofundme.com site: http://www.gofundme.com/8z6ena2x6e and donate.

I feel strange, don’t ya know? 

So I feel like I should start this post like this: Patients log 6156880, today things are worse than they’ve been in a while. 

All joking aside, something is wrong. Neurologically I’m messed up. I don’t know of it has anything to so with Wegener’s Granulomatosis or not? I’m dizzier than ever. I slur words. He’ll, I’ve even picked up a Northern accent. Not even being silly. I’ll be talking and all of a sudden someone from Wisconsin comes out of my mouth. It’s happened slowly over the past year. We always laugh, but now it’s really scaring me.  

As I write this, my arms and hands are twitching. As if I have gotten a chill, but it’s constant. I don’t know why? I’ve asked the doctors and they suspect WG, but unless it’s attacking my brain, I haven’t heard of it presenting that way. Most of my symptoms resembles MS, but the doctors say that isn’t it. 

In any case, I’m scared. I feel crazy and alone. Even though I know I’m not alone, I’m the only one experiencing these things my body is doing and without answers.  It’s very frustrating.