I hate just blogging about my illness.  I don’t mean to just bitch all the time. I am very happy and love life. I have great friends and family. I have lost several friends throughout this battle, but it’s their problem, not mine.  I have tons of other interests. I love photography, especially getting action shots. It’s a thrill for me. I love animals, traveling, and adventure. I miss my Harley. I miss my truck. I miss my horse.  I want to be that girl again. I love watching my kids grow, and experience life.  I thoroughly enjoy our cheer life, all the practices, competitions, and chances to take lots of action shots! I am aware of the world around me.  I’m aware of the good and the bad. I try to pay attention to the good though. I miss working.  I miss making lots of money and not stressing about it. I enjoy helping others. I like to bring awareness to things that are ignored. I don’t like bullying. I am pretty relaxed and layer back. I love to laugh.  

This illness has tried to take all of that. It’s stolle not my focus, but it’s so huge that it’s hard not to. So dear readers, I don’t mean to write sold about my illness, and how shitty I feel.  It just has seeped into every aspect of my life, despite how hard I’ve tried to not let it. Hence, Chronically Susan…. I’m Susan, and boy oh boy is my life chronic now.