Before I got sick, I loved to shop. I still do, but this not working thing limits me a bit. I feel bad spending money on myself now. I used to go to the mall a lot. I mostly shop online now. If I go to the mall, it’s for something specific. I don’t mind actually. I used to spend an hour or so at a time at Target. Now I take shorter trips. I used to smell like Victorias Secret. Now, my signature scent is Biofreeze. I wonder if it’ll change? I have list 17lbs now, and my body’s changing. I know of lots of skinny girls with my same issues though. I guess time will tell. I’d live to be me again. That’s the dream.